do you remember we were sitting there by the water
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this is where my flashback will begin.
are you ready? ≧∀≦
just asking for your forgiveness.
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:26 PM
Im so sorry. I dont know what happen. That slap just happen. My mind is corrupted right now. FLASHBACKS OF THAT SLAP. out of all the stuff i regret saying or doing, this is the worst. Im soo sorry. Now I cant stop crying from regreting this. tears again, for you. I dont see you tmr so I cant apologize. This pain isnt going anywhere...its not going away until I see you and actually talk this out. I miss you so much. I just wanted to pinch you but it turned to a slap. Maybe because deep inside my heart, I really missed your lips and wanted to kiss you. I wanted to just ask you for a kiss, or a hug. But you know me, I dont have to courage to ask you especially with your friend was here. I need you, Im dying here. Drowning in tears asking for your forgiveness.
I cant believe this guy was frickken flirting with me. HE ASKED ME OUT like what the hell? EWW MUCH? I like you and only you. dude. our bet was whoever add the other one first gets a treat. hes like if you add me first, I treat you out to watch new moon with me but if I add you first, you treat me out. DEAL? i said no to him first, but he manage to persue me. I love you and only you. I dont want to go out with him. If only he was you. I really miss you, your touch and your lips. Your haircut today, makes me even addicted to you...you look so hot, NO JOKE! But too bad your not mine, your hers. T___T Everything bad happens to me all the time. Now its flashbacks of us making out. I miss you that much. I love you too much. Your hers...Im never gonna have a chance. Never........a chance. especially what I did to you. Im really sorry. I really need to stop crying. You did all this nice stuff to me and I treat you with that. Im so sorry. Im sorry. I think its only fair if you slap me back. Your hers, all hers, not mine. Thats all I need to tell myself. My heart wants to belong to you but can't. IM SORRY!
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Someone changed my life. He would make me breakfast when I'm still asleep. He would hold my hands and dance with me. He would drive me somewhere and the both of us would be
watching the stars. He stands out from the rest. He doesn't judge me by the way I talk, laugh, move or wear. He loves me just the way I am and I adore him for who he is.
