first time.

you put your arms around me for the first time.

do you remember we were sitting there by the water

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:42 AM

i really do think im a robot in the rain. why am i always thinking about others before me? why DO I always make other happy when all i do is fake a smile or fake a laugh? why is it so hard to forget this? Hate to amitt it but I have been sad lately but guess what I smile and laugh and be my normal self to make the people around me happy. Im truely a silly LG.

For a while Im so stupid thinking about suciding myself again. I keep on telling myself if I do, they'll blame themselve and regret it. I dont want to see you unhappy. I wanna see you happy with her. I wish the best for you two =D

Like I always do. First Michael, then Spencer, then Daniel, then my ex. and now you.
Everyone left me. I have no one that will care for me no more. I wish you all the best.

Robot in the rain. Maybe I am here for them to play with my feelings. It hurts but I'll never show it. I'll give you my smile, not my tears because I want you people to remember me for not my tears but for my smile, my laughter and the good memories we had together. I really do wanna cry but the tears dont come out no more. I dont know why. Maybe I am a robot.

" Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him , it's when he like another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you do is really cry. "
" I'm gonna smile to make you think I'm happy. I'm going laugh so you don't see me cry. I'm gonna let you go and no matter how much it kills me, I'll keep on smiling. "