do you remember we were sitting there by the water
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Long Distance Relationships
Friday, September 30, 2011 @ 11:15 PM
True love isn’t about always being together. It’s about loving each other even more each day, no matter how much time you spend apart. Distance is not as difficult as many people think it is, as long as you both put in effort into your relationship; which means constant communication. When the time comes for you both to see each other again, the time and distance spent apart will be all WORTH it. You may feel lonely and skin hungry, but once you see each other again, with every touch, hug, and kiss, it’s as if you fall in love with them all over again; more so, fall in love with them even more than you already do. It’s never a “goodbye” but always a “see you later”.
he remembers
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 @ 11:27 PM
he remembers me ;) awweee skyping with him made me at ease but idk...i feel like im just his fling. when he needs me he comes when hes done with me he goes. i dont want to be his fling. hes so sick minded everytime he skypes with me...never should have told him anything. ARGH...fried rice my ass. D: but i cant believed he realized. he promise to skype me tmr. wonder if he will. D: hope he remembers... ;)
day two.
@ 8:28 PM
its officially the second day... it shows how much i really mean in your life. do you remember me? its killing me again! i think i have been through so much pain throughout my life that i think i got use to it. i went with my friend for a smoke today and idk, seeing her smoke reminds me how u smoke. i still cant take your pass. if only u were like her and are not addicted or do it like all the time. i dont want to see someone (if we date) that im with die. i cant bare to see that happen to you. why do we keep hinting to each other that we like each other but WHY CANT U JUST SAY IT TO ME? WHY? WHY? WHY? why dont you get this test im putting you through to see how much i mean to u. when u told me u stop playing with girls, i believed u. i hope u would be serious with me if we ever do date.
day one.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011 @ 9:23 PM
day one, not talking to him. Its so hard! Im slowly dying inside. I can't handle it! I need to stop stop stop stop stop loving this guy! Its slowly killing me. :'( i wonder how much longer it will take til he notices. I would be lying if I said I don't have feelings for him. weh i dont know what to do. im dying inside. help me, save me...i know you will find me! i believe in you...
its been a while...
Monday, September 26, 2011 @ 8:30 PM
i know its been a while but i have no where else i can express my feelings...
I really dont know what to do. Im falling for a guy that is millions of miles away from me although he lives here...well his parents do so he visits every break. He smokes. That really REALLY BUGS ME. I dont know what my heart wants. I think Im finally ready for a relationship again but this feeling in me makkes me feel like Im too in love with him. I dont think I can handle a long distance relationship. I know he likes me but I dont know. I dont know if i should cry cause im too in love with him or i should be happy i have someone to love. Im sooo confused. everyday in the morning, I would be so excited looking forward to skyping with him at night but sometimes he doesnt want to and its hurts me. I feel clingy...i think i should stop liking him. i think i need to stop. UGH !@#$%^&* idk my emotions anymore.../3 when will my soulmate come and find me?
its been a while already.
Thursday, February 10, 2011 @ 10:23 PM
it felt like one of those days i fell in love with you exactly 1 year ago. i hate to admit it but it still seems like i cant let you go...i dont know why.
Chastity- anything with the lower part of your body. she frightens me. i feel like my life is just there finish. maybe she is right, maybe she is wrong. i dont know...sometimes i need to cry myself to sleep knowing i cant save it all for the one im meant to be with. :'( why did you have to do such a thing to me? why me? why did you have to be serious with me and not any other girls you dated? why? and now you just left me? how can you...after all we been through. i can still hear your voice saying i love you in my head cause i felt that you actually meant it for me. :)
she wears so much makeup and is soo FAKE. i hate her so much she stole you and broke my heart more. hope you change and wish you all the best with her. 3
IM confused
Sunday, January 9, 2011 @ 7:58 PM
i dont know what i want. i dont feel you anymore. im sorry...i dont want to tell you though. i cant see you get hurt. :( dont know what to do...
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Someone changed my life. He would make me breakfast when I'm still asleep. He would hold my hands and dance with me. He would drive me somewhere and the both of us would be
watching the stars. He stands out from the rest. He doesn't judge me by the way I talk, laugh, move or wear. He loves me just the way I am and I adore him for who he is.